ppl who randomly message u on the tumble are the best kind of ppl even if they’re just bein all like ‘hello!’ because its like omg hi hello person wow someones talking to me this is the best day ever
i get like 10 hellos a day because of this post
No one ever messages me. 😒
I got seven hellos & hi’s the last time i reblogged this
On the tumble
So I’ve finally gotten around to opening up my Etsy shop, at the moment there is only one listing but once the ball get rolling there will be more and more :D!
All the money that’s made from here will be going straight towards my surgery bill which now is only 17,000AUD compared to the previous 21,000AUD (all expenses included) and could even drop further (hopefully!) if my mum and I manage to get cheaper flights.
Feel free to check out my store, I’d really appreciate it! Soon I may even start doing custom listing (at a slightly higher price/possibly can be negotiated)
ETSY SHOP: https://www.etsy.com/shop/Muffincreepermint
EDIT: OMG xD I feel like an idiot thankyou so much for bringing the bad link to my attention /o\
So I got my roster for work next week today and turns out I have work on the same day as I have my consultation. Now they didn’t clash or anything but I know for a fact no matter what goes on in that phone call I’m not going to be mentally fit to work that day, so I told my manager that I can’t work that day and he left a note for the roster manager. So that is all fine and dandy but when I get around to telling my mum I’ve taken care of it shes suddenly really mad.
Mum: Why can’t you work that day?!?!?!?!
Me: Uhh we have the phone consultation?
Mum: So what!!!
Me: I don’t want to work that day…I won-
Mum: They’re gonna fire you y’know!
It made me so angry because there is no way they are going to fire me everything went well and they were understanding that I couldn’t work that day. Mums making it out like I’m trying to get myself fired /I know that’s what you want/ according to her. It’s like well I’m sorry I’m putting my mental health first for once in my life :I
So I’ve got a phone consultation with Dr. Garamone next week…
I am so terrified of this surgery :I
There are so many things that are going on right now and it’s so frustrating. My mum promised that she would get in contact with the doctor that I want to get surgery with as I don’t want to get it done in my home country as I know I would regret it and it would just be replacing one problem with another (took my mum forever to understand that) and she keeps putting it off even when I remind her. Also the only time I can get it is in September, now that’s a problem for a few reason:
1. it’s in what, like not even 4 months?
2. What if there’s no slots available (mainly what I’m scared of)
3. I need $21,000 AUD if it’s going to happen
Now this is terrifying me, because the work I’m getting now isn’t much (only 18 hours a week) and I only get about 300$ from that of which my mum keeps using and she’s already wracked up quite a hefty bill with me which shes suddenly decided to start deducting money from “because she drives me places so much” which isn’t true to the extent she says.
And the whole September thing is scary because basically as I said this is the ONLY time I can get it done otherwise I have to wait at LEAST another whole year (which pushes me back with plans on going to university etc). I can only get it done in September because my mum basically says I can’t go on my own or with my partner because she MUST be there and September is the only time she can do it because of her uni and work next year.
What’s frustrating me the most is mums going about this like it doesn’t even matter like this is make or break for me I really don’t think I can physically hold on any longer and all I’m hearing is “you’ve come so far you can’t give up” and I get it but it’s so frustrating and the fact she has literally said “My uni is more important than your surgery”.
I’m sorry for rambling but I need to get this off my chest and I’ve tried talking to people but I just don’t feel they understand cause I just get the whole /you can’t give up/ /it’s not that bad/ reactions and I’m just at my wits end and my emotions are out of the world and I’m so scared.
I’d rather not tell someone who my boyfriend is if I don’t know who they are, sorry.